I’m really sad god I just want someone to talk to me and treat me normally and be nice
Maybe I’m a bad person or something idk I hate myself but I dont want everyone else to
The thing is, I’ve accepted that I’m going to die now and I’m not scared, maybe it wont take anything to push me over maybe I’ll be able to do it all myself
I honestly think I’m near the edge right now I’m seriously just waiting for something to come along and push me over and then I’ll be gone
Right now I just want to drink a lot of wine and take a lot of pills and hope for the best, whatever that is
There are some people that I really really really want to unfollow but I cant because we’ve been following each other for too long and we used to talk etc. etc. but god they’re posts are really irritating and I’m really sick of them being every second post on my dash
I should delete this I feel mean sayingit but GOD
